As i am sitting in my bed, with my laptop in my lap (of course) i was brainstorming a bunch of different ideas about what song i should write about this week, about what instrument, what band, or even what type of music. The thing is, I came up empty handed. This week i have been super busy, running around and around, with work and school, and family issues i barley have time to sit and think, to just take a breather, just for a few minutes for myself.
There are moments, similar to the one im having now, where music doesn't fit your mood. I never really took the time to realize that there is a mood that is connected to no being in a music mood, for me its busy. There is no song, no band, no genera of music that can work for me right now. Music for me is always in the background, its always around me and no matter what, free time or no there is music being played for my liking, however sometimes, even though its playing, im not always listening. Sometimes its not even background noise, i completely tune it out. My mood doesnt fit it, im to focused on other things, like work, family, and school, there is just simply this thought, that you know what? music doesn't fit right now. I never realized this could happen, as someone who has always had music around me, as i love music so much, i never stopped to think about how even though its playing, im not always listening.
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